Posts Tagged ‘future’

                  What went wrong?  That’s what I ask myself, when I’m alone with my thoughts. Our relationship was going well and there was a mutual attraction. In fact, I even believed that there could be a future with him. However it all went downhill without my knowledge. I fell for him fast and hard and now I’m struggling to get back up. He seemed perfect in my eyes with his deep brown eyes and wide smile. To be honest, I think that I was won over by his smile. To say the least, I was mesmerized by a smile that was surrounded with full lips and accented by straight white teeth. I was pulled in by his booming, joyous laugh and I made it a goal to try to make him laugh. I would light up with pure joy when he spoke or was merely in my presence. Of course, I realized the hard way that I shouldn’t have listened to my heart. I should have kept it locked away in a dark abyss with no way to unlock it.  He didn’t do anything to warrant pure hate, but he brought about the jealousy and frustration in me. He loved someone else.

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So, I just want to say that I’m finally free from highschool! I actually graduated yesterday and I must say that I actually don’t feel any different. I mean yeah, it’s nice to not have anymore work, but I feel as if I’m probably going to lose some good friends in the long run due to distance, etc. Graduation to me is just another step in life. You go up one step, but there are still countless others to finish. And even when you do get to that goal at the top, there are even more steps to go over. To be honest, I’m not that excited mostly because I don’t have any ambition or motivation that I look towards in the future. I feel as if I’m just drifting by; looking from the outside, rather than the inside. Hopefully I’ll be able to find that hope and drive. Wish me luck and talk to you guys later!

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